all i hear is blah, blah.

okay so before i start i will drop to my knees and ask for your forgivness for my lack of presence. sikeee! i've been away for awhile. that is obvious. if you've missed me, congrats you're not the only one. if you're mad because i took a break from spilling out my emotions in a public diary, then nicely take my middle finger and shove it. =] ouch! where is all this hostility coming from? what have you ever done to me? for some reason, i've been snappy. espically today & i realized this, thus apologizing to those worthy of remorse. however on the other hand, others are scum. my words have been coming up like baby drool. this behavior is reckless. it will and has hurt peoples feelings. that's not my problem. i will not cower in the corner with my hands over my mouth. vocal cords were given to me so i can sing and yell. i will sing so loud it will become yells. say what i want, when i want. i will not ask for forgiveness. i will not hush my thoughts so you can feel better about what a horrible, horrible person you are. and if you are oh so innocent and i "lash" out on your behalf, maybe you should evalute just how kind you are. or maybe i'm just having a bad day. either way it sounds like a personal problem to me.